little-dragonfly

the first feeling I had was: I'M RELIVING THE PAST T~T I felt like I was back to primary school... where the feeling was terrible and I had a really dark past. the feeling has come back to haunt me again... and I think history will repeat itself too. You see? I'm once again in an unfamiliar environment, bullies everywhere, unsecurity, mental breakdown, depression... The new teacher is quite nice though. but it doesn't change anything anyway. oh ya speaking of her, I need to do some stuff that assigned to me. and good luck to me and may god bless me and let me survive the remaining high school life. School is great. yeah the usual grumbles.

Q_______Q school is reopening!!! T~T and I have not done my homework! and also other important stuff like buying textbooks O.O (I can't believe I'm still 'bookless' >.

We were supposed to go for treasure hunting.. I dunno.. the train went past the station that I used to alight to go home. Then, all of the sudden, the memories of going back to my warm and comfortable home after tiring, exciting, unhappy or ecstatic activities in school came back to me. I wanna go home, but not to that house, but my home. Of course I know that, all that's left of my home now are just mere rubbles. Yes, I know that I'm childish, reckless, immature, and stubborn, and all that had turn me into a melancholic and miserable person. I dunno why but, good things don't seem to come out of my mouth. All those reckless words that came